I’ve concluded my stay in CMV

by Maurie Fri Oct 06, 2017 9:38 pm

Now I'm sure you're reading the title like "The fuck is he on about?" or "Why is he leaving?" or even "Good riddance, I never liked you". They are all understandable thoughts, you know, considering. This is the part where I explain myself. Here goes.....

First thing's first, I'm not leaving now, not today. It'll be 31st December because I need to pre-plan for The Dirty Republic's future without me, and I myself need to come to terms with what I'm doing. Properly.

To fully explain my departure, some back-tracking is in order.

So, it's the 4th of May, little KinZil has got a Xbox One for his birfmas. KinZil's been a longtime sub of Dashing DJ Urie for a month now and realises the opportunity of joining CMV is now tangible. I contact Dennis with the idea of TJ Kendra, and he replies saying he's unique, blah blah blah, join us you pansy. Once all the stuff was sorted and TJ was assigned to Mizzy's NXT brand, and I was signed up to the site.....it felt surreal. A mini-dream was fufilled.

But as time went on (Around TJ's firing/Kendall's debut), I found out that this would not only require loyalty, not only attendance, but consistency. I found myself writing hour long promos at 2 in the morning with a stifle in my creativity most times. I saw guys like Krzy and Hayden and Sam up their game, whilst I was toiling in the lower echelons. So I targeted the facets of my game. Character development through promos, mostly. I was starting to claw my way up.

And now here I am, perfecting my craft here, but here's where the hunch comes in. Being at a pretty big college, they require a pretty big work ethic (I.E 7 pages of typed work per school week from home), which is damn near impossible considering I do 3 days per week. I also desperately need money, see my lack of WWE 2K16, so I'm looking for part time work to fill free days. On top of a irregular sleeping pattern that needs to turn regular FAST.....I'm in a rough spot.

Sure, I could just not promo as often, but to me, that's bullshit. For me to slow down the amount of promos I do, is devolving to me as a guy who's been promoing non stop for 4+ months. I just can't bring myself to it.

Basically, if I try to juggle all this stuff like a blind clown, I'll just lose love for all aspects of my college, my future job, and ultimately CMV.

I cannot even begin to thank each and every single one of you. From the Season 1 vets like Dennis and Hayden, to the new guys like Tim and Maurie who've made this journey 10x better.

A special mention to KingWolf, who was suprisingly the one to welcome me with open arms. Props to you, bro. And another for RandomHero47 who I look up to as my guide, who really taught me to succeed when Splendor was around. Thanks Aaron, without you, this KinZil before you wouldn't exist.

Once again, I thank all of you. I consider you guys family. Hopefully we can keep in contact.

December is what's left of me and you guys, let's cherish it.

Sincerly,

Your friend,

Mauri- I mean, Nah *** im staying